Have you ever known anyone with survivor’s guilt. If you do then you will be able to understand Blake very well. Because he is so far down the survivor’s guilt hole he doesn’t see anyway out or even want out.
When Blake was younger he was in a car accident that was not his fault and in that accident he lost his high school girlfriend. Hence the survivor’s guilt. He still twelve years later blames himself. He has decided that he should not be in a relationship because if she can’t be here to live neither should he. He works his butt off, goes to the bar for a drink (one drink) every night then goes home. Occasionally he will go to hang out with his friends but most of the time he is home alone. Once in a while he will take his pleasure with a woman to fulfil that need that needs to be stated.
Around town by the women he is called a sex machine, because of his stamina and the size of his cock. He is known to give a lot of orgasms which is something Honey is looking to find. She has yet to have an orgasm from having sex with a man and she wants to see what all of the fuss is about. So she walks into the bar that he goes to every night at six thirty and looks him in the eye and says six words that change both of their lives.
All of their life Blake has liked Honey and even tough he got with another girl in high school Honey was always the one that he could never have. Now that he had a chance to have her he was going to take it. Even though he can only give her one night. He was going to make it count.
Well, that one night turned into something neither of the two expected. They could not get enough of each other. See Honey was abandoned on the church steps when she was born and the lady she called Gran took her in. Gran was sixty years old hence the use of Gran over mom. Now that her Gran is gone she only has her best friend Lauren and the rest of the group from high school. While Honey and Blake where together they felt whole and not alone like they felt every other day.
Honey kept telling herself that it was only for one night that Blake could not give her more because he was just a shell of a man. Well, those talks did not help her after they were together. They had a party to go to the next night and Blake told her to leave her door unlocked. He didn’t know why he said that but he did.
He tells her it is just one more night. Well, you get the picture. It is an amazing story of someone trying to come back to life after being a shell for so many years. Some amazing things happen that I don’t want to spoil and some sad things as well.
This is an amazing book by Marie but I have yet to find one of her books not amazing. I urge you to pick up this book and fall in love with these people. And the sex. Whoa, hot, hot, hot.